Maybe it's being 30, maybe it's one of those things you face on your journey to adulthood. But this fasting month has been quite of a challenge so far.
It's not the typical younger years when all I had to do was refrain myself from eating and drinking from sunrise to sunset, enjoying buying food at Bazaar Ramadhan, stuffing myself silly with my moms cookies, worrying how I can fit gymming into month afraid of losing my muscle mass, thinking of what to wear & what colour it should be this Hari Raya. Things...have changed. Gotten more complicated. Perplexed and uncalm, yet practical. Not as fluffy, colourful, or superficial as it used to be...Hopefully though, for the better
الله أكبر